She says just think of it,
when the cat is twenty
you’ll be 87 and I’ll be 92.
I never thought of it
quite that way, of the cat
being twenty, I mean.
My cats all died
in their teens, and though
I missed them terribly,
I assumed it was
just their time, just how
long they should live.
I’ve now thought of myself
being 87, and the cat
sitting on my lap
staring into my half
lidded eyes, reminding me
to take my afternoon pills.
Again today I am inside this so called
box, unchanged perhaps, but who
is to say, not you, still Schrodinger’s cat.
Don’t bother to ask if I am dead
or alive, for like the Master Daowu, you
can bet that I won’t say, so there.
And do not assume I know what I am,
for if I were dead, I’d hardly know it
and what guarantee is there that
I’m actually alive merely because
I think I am, or is it that I think
I think that I am, it’s all so Descartean
that I’m never quite certain, so let’s just
assume that old Schrodinger was right,
I’m alive and dead, and leave it at that.